Excruciating Pain: My Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with abrupt, severe pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical healing records propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a